Ok so today was NOT a good day. seriously it probably couldn't have gone any worse. First i woke up in a panic because of stupid daylight savings. the clock in my room was an hour late. my phone on time, and my computer an hour early. minor panic attack. TV guide solved this conundrum. then i had 4 classes...ughhhh that was no fun whatsoever. and on the way back to my dorm i was getting blisters from my flats so i took them off and got more dirty looks than osama bin laden would. like its not ok for me to take off my shoes and walk across the grass on campus? seriously people. its COLLEGE its not like i was in a business meeting or there was glass everywhere! then i had to write a paper for english...or severely edit it because it was all messed up from my incompetent teachers ideas on what is a good paper and what is not. so this paper is about Aldous Huxleys Brave New World, Karl Marx's ideas on religion, and Megachurches. yeah i know. i just threw up a little too. its horrendous right? i didnt have a choice though so i guess ill just suffer through. so i edited that masterpiece, and had to quote the bible...do i cite that? and if so....HOW? ummmmmm author...GOD? i mean i dont know where to even start with that one. so i didnt cite it. kill me. i dont think God is going to sue me for unlawful use of his word.
then i had tennis practice. that was good. until this sophomore( im just a freshman) got mad at me for beating her. we were playing 2 on 1 and i beat her and her numero uno friend and doubles partner. and she just about bit my head off. and for the rest of practice she just gave me dirty looks and was like commenting on my swing and stuff. whatever i dont deal with mean people. she can talk about me but i wont bad mouth anything about her. she is a great player and really nice OFF the court. but she needs to get her head straight on the court. THEN my coach only noticed when i would screw up. or at least it seemed like that. i mean clearly he would probably see my good shots among the bad shots but still i want some confident cheers sometimes!
and my last topic GUYS.BOYS.MEN. whatever you want to call them. my roommate is southern and cute and has this accent that guys just love. and i mean yeah its cute but seriously? thats why she gets guys?and this guy messaged me on FB today and i think that he is cute and then he asked me if SHE is seeing anyone. ughh i hate things like that. i have had one college relationship. one that shouldn't have happened at all because i got caught up in his cute football player ego.....take off that helmet and the pads and he is not that good looking or that nice to me. but things ended well so thats fine. i just want an ADULT relationship. is that too much to ask? i mean yeah im 19. a freshman in college. but i dont want to hook up or date around. i want love. i want the real thing. i dont think thats too much to ask...do you?
thoughts, comments, questions concerns?
Reet
