this is a rant. a full fledged rant against someone who will never ever ever see this because he is the biggest piece of crap that has ever walked this earth. he was not my boyfriend. just a really good friend that i confided in and who lost all of my respect back in january. he thought it was ok to tell me that im the fattest girl he knows and that its a hazard to my health. im no kate moss but im not fat either. im a collegiate tennis player. im in shape and i work my butt off everyday for my sport.
we were friends all summer and into the first semester of college. he seemed like a nice guy. he dated my first(former) roommate and then broke her heart. i thought it was her fault and sided with him. mistake. he cheated on her 4 times. and then he dropped out of college and lived on my floor. what makes that ok? i should have used my brain and KICKED HIS ASS OUT. but i didnt. and when i did he was groveling at my feet for mercy. good thing i was mad at him already and just let him go.
lately he has been trying to get me to be his friend again. im over what he said. i dont care what he thinks about my body. personally i think he looks like a little girl. he can wear size 1 girls jeans. its gross. and he is a complete alcoholic so thats unattractive too. oh and did i mention that he dropped out of college for the second time this semester? good job. but he thinks that im just going to be friends with him again. its not going to happen unless he realizes that its NOT ok to just be an ah-noos like that. its not what a friend does. i mean yeah there is a time and a place for honesty with friendships but its not like that. he was just blatantly mean and kept it going for a week or so. if i had zero self confidence i dont know where i would be. but thankfully i have friends that care about me and who helped me stand up to him.
this entire thing is because he texted me today to tell me that he is coming to our school this weekend and i need to find a way to avoid him. any ideas? any thoughts about this lovely speciman called a jerk? any stories of your own jerky McJerk pants?
have a lovely thursday. i know i will. its 70 out! its a good day.
Reet
