Hey, how you doing today? hope youve had a good start to your week
haha dont worry, i know what girls can be like, gold diggers included, i dont claim to know how your minds work or how to judge what someone is up to [behind their persona] but i do know about the stereotypes, at least
Im just going to let someone find me and do the leg work, i always seem to do most of the work and end up with nothing, and love, it seems has been a one way street for me, with the inevitable dead end at the end i will know when someone is really keen on me and i wont be giving my heart away until i know for a fact its worth the risk.
yeah i concur re: how the world is, all materialistic, the people at the top are to blame for moulding society into what it is now. What with TV et al, its instilled into peoples minds from a young age. when i was younger, if you werent wearing the newest pair of nikes or didnt have nice clothes you were looked down on, irrespective of intelligence, in fact, anyone that was good at a subject was called every name under the sun, IDIOCRACY, here we come!!!!e
and thanks for the good luck, have the second interview on wednesday with the regional manager, so fingers crossed
haha its ok, human emotions generally come in many forms, anger being one of the more popular its cool though, i went through many states, disbelief, denial, then anger and rage, then unhappiness struck when i realised a one man army and over night revolution were not possible
Anyway, i guess you mean gnosiophobic (gnosiophobia), means affraid of knowledge lol was ironic, just that some of the knowledge i come across is scary, was more so recently with finding about about a girl i fell for flirting with loads of guys but saying she had fallen in love with me. oh well, what do you do
yeah protesting is about one of the more productive things you can do but unfortuntely over here, protesting outside parlament is now illegals and im sure there are now laws past in the US that make most things "terrorist" activities, such as protesting lol. its crazy, what happened to free speach and all that? thw world has been turned on to its head. annoys me about this terror predicument we are in, the US officials have only themselves to blame, depending on what side of the fence you are on about whom the perpitrators were, if it was middle eastern terrorists then they were surely started and trained (al qaeda) by the CIA et al to fight the soviets in the not too distant past. Also the Bin Laden family and the Saudi Royals are all in bed with the "elite" of the west, oh well, materialism ftw
haha yeah im back from being a cliff hanger, that happened over a year ago as i went a little too deep down the rabbit hole. started doing my research again around july last year but i dont go too far into it, some things wont ever change and its pointless trying to inform people about it, lost a few friends due to it as they thought i was mixing reality with movies or something lol
heres a niec quote, "Nothing strengthens authority so much as silence"~ Leonardo da Vinci. unfortunately, it takes more than one voice to do anything about most things, as you probably know. and some people dont like leaving their comfort zones or at least, removing their heads from the sand pit
To be honest, initially i was angery after the initial shock and "reality" check. i dont see anger as a constructive means to an end though. to quote de vinci again lol "Where there is shouting, there is no true knowledge" and usually when im angry i start raising my voice, calm and collected is the only way
Anyway, how are you? glad to find someone that isnt affraid to acknowledge some of the nasty things in this world, i knew things were bad before but some of what i found out was a little too disturbing, and it did seem like it was too gross to be conceivable but, the evidence is there unfortunately
Hey, hows things? thanks for the comment in the alternative energy blog, ive done a fair bit of research pertaining to Tesla, Edison et al, got a be sick of what i was finding out to be honest im easily depressed and what i was finding out sort of sent me over the edge, so to speak. Crazy world we reside in but anyway, i do try and spread information but some people either consider my findings to be bunk or they just dont want to know. cant really blame them to be honest but what do you do?
Anyway, hope you are enjoying the site. Will speak to you soon hopefully
i will know when someone is really keen on me and i wont be giving my heart away until i know for a fact its worth the risk.
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