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Charlie Brown seeking the Red Haired Girl
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36 years old
Tucson, Arizona
United States
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bachelor's degree (4 yrs) |
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drug of choice: redheads |
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03/08/2008 17:07:01 |
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- Tinkering with my '79 Lancia Beta Zagato spider and driving it around topless (I meant the car, not me! :^);
- Trying to shoehorn Linux onto my decade-old PowerMac clone;
- Smurfing T3h IntarWebz;
- Hanging out at Safehouse for coffee and conversation.
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- Made in Heaven: my sappy, spiritually romantic heart;
- Frankie Starlight: my somewhat warped and cynical yet ever-optimistic romantic heart (w/ bonus redhead appeal!);
- Solaris: my sci-fi metaphysically romantic heart;
- Mozart and the Whale: my socially-oblivious nerdy romantic heart;
- The Matrix: just plain tasty for former philosophy majors like me;
- Fight Club: brilliant--a deliberately misleading marketing campaign suckered Joe Sixpack into expecting a macho action-violence flick which instead undermined the very concepts of machismo, action, violence, mainstream culture, counterculture, conformity, rebellion, and even undermined all its own messages by the end, so you were left with no clear lesson other than having everything stripped away to leave you free to make up your own mind. IMHO, anyone who thinks they know WTF this movie was 'really about' just didn't completely get it.
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In particular, Fields of the Nephilim and its various spinoffs (NFD, Nefilim, Rubicon, Last Rites); otherwise, Tormented Radio plays the types of music I most fancy -- gothic, industrial, futurepop, electro, synthpop, darkwave... I also listen to NPR and Jazz on public radio, and Coast to Coast AM at night. |
- Anything by Robert Anton Wilson (esp. the Illuminatus! trilogy w/ Robert Shea, Quantum Psychology, and Prometheus Rising);
- Anything by Peter Carroll (Liber Null & Psychonaut, Liber Kaos, PsyberMagick);
- Zen Guitar by Philip Toshio Sudo;
- Ultraculture Journal One (highly recommended for those inclined towards magick/occult/pagan/esoterica interests ;^)
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Gals with naturally red hair... everywhere (whether literally redheaded or not ;^) -- the more red hair, the better (red eyelashes are great)! Oh, you meant besides the obvious? Well, how about milky pale skin, freckles, I could go on and on along those lines, but I also tend to dig a distinctive nose and tapered fingers...
I don't know or even care 'what they say' about redheads, nor do I have any preconceptions, prejudices or expectations; I only know that my encounters with redheads have left me enchanted to varying degrees--a sort of deja vu that reminds me of you, the unknown soulmate with whom I dream of being reunited. Whenever I think of you, out there in the world somewhere, I get a flash in my mind's eye of your naturally blazing red hair, the one 'hint' I've been granted to go on in my quest to find you.
I tend to appreciate brainy, brazen, eclectic and eccentric women -- gals who I can regard as my equal and who won't leave me guessing. Demonstrate you have some huevos (dig that word; it works for both sexes, each in their own way :^) by daring to make a pass!
'Come in from the cold
I'll owe you my heart
Be my shelter
Be my refuge from the night.
Love of my life
Pour your light
On the faith I can feel
Make it Real'
-Fields of the Nephilim, 'Paradise Regained', Elizium |
Gals who think they need to be anything other than exactly how nature made them in order to feel beautiful -- all you have to be is you. No matter whatcha got goin' on, there's a guy out there (and he's prolly not the only one) who is totally into exactly your type.
I must admit I'm left baffled by redhaired gals who seem put off by the mere fact that I admire their red hair. Would it be any different, were I enchanted instead by the colour of your eyes, the shape of your lips, the sound of your voice? Yes, those things and more do also entrance me, but it was your hair that first drew my attention and held it captive to notice everything you are ("falls from the sky like a star..."). |
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Grownup "Good ol' Charlie Brown" wonders whatever became of that Little Red Haired Girl... and whether she wonders back? "How can we lose when we're being so sincere?"
(BTW, I'm not a redhead myself, and my name's actually Tyson, so I'm not really Charlie Brown... but I play one on T3h IntarWebz?)
I just want to look back on my life, once I've become a ripe old granddad, with private confidence that I'd contributed as much of my unique combination of talents and skills as I could muster towards improving this human experience for others, regardless of any fame, fortune, nor even credit, just so long as I'm satisfied with myself for it.
"Life: a limited time offer while supplies last." That's what makes it so valuable, and what we do with it so crucially important while we have it.
What if Charlie Brown had never seen the Little Red-Haired Girl, couldn't even admire her from a distance, didn't know who he was pining for, just that she might probably have red hair, might possibly appear at any moment, might live in the same town and walk the same streets, shop the same stores, eat at the same restaurants... just not at the same time.
I keep expecting you could suddenly appear to me anywhere, anytime, yet you appear nowhere, at no time, thus far; all I have to go on are the vague memories of glimpses of your red hair from my dreams, the feeling of deja vu I get when I see a woman with red hair, thinking she might possibly resemble you, wondering if she might turn out to be you, disappionted when she isn't.
Sometime, somewhere, "you who never arrived"... will arrive. It's what I live for. So where are you? |
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